had such a fun fucking experience and i already know you guys are gonna love hearing about it. a few of my favorite kinks are breeding, free use, and submission, and this experience has all three of them so in a lot of ways it was a dream come true.

some context: i have this friend. i'll call him M. we've been sleeping together on and off for almost two years, the kind of thing that doesn't have a label because neither of us wants to deal with that conversation. but we talk. actually talk. more than i do with people i've dated seriously. and for the past few months i had been telling him about this kink i have had for years. this free use thing.

like i had been circling around it for a while, sending him stuff, explaining it badly, saying things like "i just want to be available, like already a yes, like someone's just going to use me whenever they want and i don't have to do anything except be there for it." he listened. asked questions. didn't make it weird. and then a few weeks ago he said "by the way. i know how to make that happen for you."

i said ok and then mostly tried not to think about it too hard because i knew i would talk myself out of it.

then a few days ago he texted asking if i wanted to come over and "hang out" and he added in parentheses "the other two will be there." and i knew. i shaved my legs and pussy to make myself as fuckable as possible and brought nothing and i knew.

they met me at the door. M and two of his friends i'd met a few times, enough to be comfortable but not enough to have any idea this was going to happen to me. one of them said "we were thinking we could use you a little bit today" and i literally just said ok and walked inside like it was the most normal sentence anyone had ever said to me.

there was a house renovation show on in the other room that nobody turned off the whole afternoon. i still hear that music and my brain does something.

they got me out of my clothes fast. M did most of it, quiet and efficient, and then stood back while they tied my wrists together and looped the rope through a slat on the headboard. i was laying on my back with my arms up over my head and all three of them were just looking at me for a second and i felt my whole face get hot.

M got on me first. i think he wanted that, the first one. he pushed my legs open with his knee, looked at me like he was making a decision he'd already made, and then started. just started. no ceremony. and he fucked me slow and deliberate and kept saying things like "good girl" and "this is what you wanted" and i couldn't argue with any of it. he called me a good little toy and told the other two to look at how well i was taking it. i came embarrassingly fast. probably because of how turned on i was just knowing what was happening. he laughed at me a little. not mean, just easy, like he had expected exactly that.

after M finished inside me, J took my face. no warmup, no preamble. he just pulled my hair back, held my jaw open with two fingers and fucked my mouth until he came and told me to swallow. i did. and that was round one.

they kept going like that. the afternoon just stretched out into this weird slow haze. one of them would finish and then another one would start. they switched off, changed positions, argued casually about whose turn it was like i wasn't laying there with my thighs shaking. at one point K brought out food and sat in the chair by the bed and just ate a sandwich while watching the other two use me. just spectating with his lunch, totally unbothered. i still think about that. the normality of it. like i was just furniture that moved.

M kept checking on me. that was the thing i hadn't expected. he would come back between rounds, smooth my hair back, ask how i was doing in a completely normal voice, and i'd say good or more and he'd nod and then it would start again. it was the combination of that and everything else that undid me the most. that someone who knew me, who i'd told all of this to over months of late night texting, was the one arranging it. was taking care of me inside it.

somewhere in the middle of the afternoon i lost count of how many times my holes had been fucked. of how many times i had come, of how many times they had finished in my pussy or my mouth, of whose turn it was. time got soft. J had me on my side at some point, K was sitting by my face. they called me a slut and a toy and a whore and a good little thing and i kept agreeing with all of it, out loud, like i needed them to know they were right.

by late afternoon i was soaked through and kind of floating. it was like i was in some sort of meditative haze from being used all day. my wrists had a little rope mark. M untied me for a while, let me stretch, gave me water. and then they tied me back up.

throughout the day they would come in and out of the room whenever they wanted to cum. sometimes they would be alone, and sometimes they would all come in at the same time and fuck me together. each of them came multiple times that day, and my pussy felt like such a mess but they didn't seem to mind fucking it even when it was already full of cum.

the last round: K behind me, J with my face, and they just went until they were done. K came inside me and said "see? perfect little slut". J came down my throat as i gagged and choked on his dick. M sat at the edge of the bed and watched that part. didn't touch me, just watched. once the two of them had both finished they left me alone with M and he fucked me one last time. slowly this time and intimate.

i went home walking a little funny. sent M a voice note from my car that said "same time next week?" and he sent back a thumbs up emoji, which was honestly funnier than anything. then he texted thirty seconds later and said "i'm glad it was what you needed" and i had to put my phone down.

that night i had some of the craziest sex dreams of my life. literally insane you guys would think i was crazy if i told you what those dreams were about ahah.

anyways, as always i hope you enjoyed hearing about my slutty lil adventure, and i'll def tell u guys more about my exploration of free use as it happens.