So I live with a roommate, we're friends but not super close, the main reason we live together is because we're going to the same university and we used to play hockey together so it was better than having to live with a stranger. I would prefer to live alone but we all gotta save money.

Anyways, my roommate is a party animal and goes out every weekend and I'm not kidding when I say he brings back a new girl every single time, he's very charismatic and I can see why girls show interest. For the longest time living together I was in a relationship so I didn't pay too much mind to his womanizing but I've been single since the summer and struggling to socialize/flirt with new girls and it's definitely started to low key make me a little jealous. We started to going out drinking together and every time I try to bring a girl back home I have 0 luck and then I usually gotta make my way back home with him and whatever hot ass girl he's picked up and then I have to fall sleep listening to him in the other room railing the type of girls I could only dream about being with. Straight 10's.

Now to what made me write this, last week I matched with this really attractive girl that I used to know from high school on tinder and we hit it off when we started chatting & catching up, she was a girl I used to have a huge things for because we always seemed to dig each others vibe. However once I made the move to invite her over she kinda seemed neutral about it and then the conversation just sort of died which really bummed me out. Then randomly on a Friday night she messaged me and said "hey do you live with "enter roommates name"? To which I said yes and then she said that her and her friend are free that night and would be down to come over for all of us to hang. At first I was stoked because in my perspective she wanted to come over and see me and was just bringing a friend for my roommate and being a group would make a more comfortable vibe for a bit anyways. I asked my roommate if he was down and he was all for it.

Her and her friend end up coming over and we all have drinks and sit on the couch and that's when my first red flag kicked in, we sat down so down the line up went in this order - my roommate, my crush, me, and my crush's friend. For the next half hour I had to watch & listen as this girl I thought came over to see me put all of her attention on my roommate and literally had her back turned most of the time, they were clearly all over each other which put such a pit in my stomach. Long story short, I tried to get over it by getting to know and hopefully getting close with her friend and found out within 10 mins that she had a boyfriend and made it clear she wasn't interested. I felt defeated as fuck. This awkward hangout goes on for another half hour till the point where my roommate has his arm around the girl he knows I invited over, he definitely knew what he was doing.

Eventually the girls friend says her boyfriend is here to pick her up and asks my crush to walk her down to which my roommates interrupts and says I should walk her to which I agreed just to get out of the room, me and the friend leave and I walk her down as we have awkward small talk. My walk back up alone I realized the other 2 were now alone in the apartment. Sure enough, I walk back in and the 2 of them are no longer in the living room and they re located to my roommates bedroom, I hear them giggling and talking. I go to my room and lay down and sure enough after about 20 mins I hear them making out. I put my ear to the wall to hear them better. I hear them calling each other hot and I hear her say "I feel bad for 'my name'" and then they laugh and he says not to worry about it and that she'll enjoy him more, I'm not gonna lie, hearing that infuriated me because it reaffirmed how much of a douche my roommate is but it also made my dick get hard.

I keep listening and eventually I hear him saying things like "oh that's so good" "just like that" and eventually clued in she was giving him head. I started to jerk off as I listened. I hear her talk so dirty to him and before I knew it my roommate put on his hip hop playlist he always puts on his speaker before he fucks a girl and sure enough I started to hear her moan. The moans just got louder and louder along with the clapping noises, him calling her a good girl and her calling him daddy. I could tell she was getting so freaky and he was living my dream. I literally invited her over and now here I am jerking off as I listen to my roommate rail the fuck outta her, it made me feel pathetic and like a cuckold and now I'm not sure if that's my kink. They fucked again in the morning and she never talked to me again.