I have this guy friend, we have been close for about two years, the kind of friend where you hang out constantly and everyone assumes you are together and you both find it funny, and one night we were just sitting around at his place doing nothing and I had this idea that had been sitting in my head for a while and I just said it out loud before I could talk myself out of it.

I told him I wanted to play a game where I get to do whatever I want to him until he tells me to stop.

he looked at me for a second and said okay.

and that was when I started getting nervous because I had not fully thought through what happens if he never tells me to stop...

I told him the rules, just say stop whenever you want and I stop immediately, no questions, and he nodded, and I reached over and put my hand on his knee and started moving it up his leg slowly, watching his face the whole time, genuinely not sure if he was going to stop me or not, genuinely not sure what I wanted him to do.

he didn't stop me.

I moved up past his hip and across his stomach and back down and he just sat there completely still and I could feel my heart going fast because this was already further than I had planned for in my head and I had no idea where the line was, his line or mine... and I kept going because he had not said stop and the game was the game.

I put my hand on his cock and felt him already getting hard and that was the moment I understood he was not going to stop me, like not tonight, maybe not at all, and something about that realization made me want to keep going more than I had before.

I undid his belt, slowly, giving him every opportunity to say something, and then his jeans, and then I got everything off and put my hand back on him and stroked him slowly and he made this low sound and still said nothing.

I went down on him because he had not stopped me and I wanted to and those felt like sufficient reasons :) licking up the full length of him first and then getting my mouth around the head and going so slowly it was almost torture for both of us, feeling every reaction, staying completely tuned into whether he was going to finally say stop.

he never said stop.

he came in my mouth after a while and I swallowed most of it and then I looked up at him and asked if he wanted what I still had and he shook his head no and I let it drip out slowly and that was the first time all night he actually said stop, and I stopped, and we both just sat there for a second...

I asked him if he wanted to play again sometime.

he said yes before I finished the sentence.

I still think about where he would have let it go if I had kept pushing, but I am not sure and I definitely want to respect his boundaries <3